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Thursday, March 24th, 2005
6:05 pm - xJust Rantingx -Religion Etc.-

spankinrobin
I used to be a christian. I was never really heavy into it, where I would do studies and such. I just, believed in god, I perhaps. Well, in about seventh grade, I gave-up on him. I spent time of some of the most depressing months, I've ever had, praying to "god". Only to find silence. Another let-down. And no responce. I prayed for help and guidence, and my life just got worse and worse. So I questioned it. Than later one, just forgot about the whole religion thing. I'm not athiest, I have my beliefs, I just am not christian. --- I believe that Jesus was a real person. I believe that there truely was something known throughout the years, as the bible. But I think the story of Jesus, and the stories/lessons in the bible, has changed enormously over the hundreds of years. I feel most of the things taught in christianity, are lies. That the bible was just a bunch of stories and beliefs added and tooken out of a book, and over time, became something one of our world's religion's, worship. --- I don't believe in god maybe out of hate, and immpatience. Or dissbelief and unreasonable stupid thinking. Maybe even because of the bizarre twists our society has through the years.
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-RoBiN-

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current mood: stressed

(2 "Or was it the hand of fate, that seemed to fit just like a glove?" (Pink Floyd, One Slip) "You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Friday, January 28th, 2005
11:31 am

yeroc_soor
So I cut for the first time in nearly three years a few days ago.
I couldn't find a razor, so I had to use my slightly dull pocket knife.
i never thought anything could get me upset enough to cut again.
I was wrong.

current mood: bored

(1 "Or was it the hand of fate, that seemed to fit just like a glove?" (Pink Floyd, One Slip) "You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Saturday, January 15th, 2005
11:50 pm - hey precious ones

drailla
I think I had a minor stroke when livejournal crashed.
Alas, I am here...fully breathing now that it is up.

Since I'm in a rpg group...we all had strokes together. It's really not cool to crash when someone's life revolves around you.
Hasn't everyone learned I live on my computer? And on that-on livejournal?

Corey-Saw the promotion banners :) Just used the "cut deep" one. Nifty-pie, I do like it lots.

("You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Thursday, January 13th, 2005
9:37 am

yeroc_soor
I made two new advertising images.
Go check them out and whore us accordingly. :)

current mood: amused

("You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Saturday, January 8th, 2005
11:58 pm - ...stuff

drailla
So our new maintainer introduced himself.
He's wonderful, love him.
Look at our userinfo.
I'm dying my hair red tomorrow...change off subject-I do realize.
I'm a bleached blonde currently.
I've gone from natural (black) to blonde, blue, green, blonde, pinkpurple, red, deep brown, blonde, red, blonde.
Something like that.
It's time for red again.
I almost went natural, but it'd kill me :P

That's it.
almost-
I have no chocolate in this house.
That's pathetic and upsetting.

~Drailla

("You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Sunday, January 9th, 2005
12:32 am

yeroc_soor
'allo all.
I'm the new co-maintainer.
My name is Corey, and I hope I can be an asset to this community.

current mood: blank

("You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
12:34 am - M/P.

drailla
I redid the userinfo.
Now I just need more promotion banners.
Anyone want to help make?

("You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
10:45 pm - Maintainer post.

drailla
Wrapping_Undone

has been made. Promote!!

Also, I want a co-maintainer. I want this community to get up on it's feet and do well, but I also have a life...a demanding one currently. Anyone with free time on their hands? (Comment even if someone else already has...I may not want the first commenter.)


~Drailla

(1 "Or was it the hand of fate, that seemed to fit just like a glove?" (Pink Floyd, One Slip) "You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
11:46 am

aok
Okay so I started Birth Control awhile ago. So I've been having un-protected sex. But I'm just nervos. What if for some reason it doesn't work? I'm not supposed to get my period untill the 9th ish but still. I'm scared.

(3 "Or was it the hand of fate, that seemed to fit just like a glove?" (Pink Floyd, One Slip) "You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
1:32 pm - mod.

drailla
I'm on vacation.
I probably won't respond to any emails/whatnot until Jan.4

Just keep the community up and invite people you think will enjoy it to join!

Happy Hollidays everyone.

~Drailla

("You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
1:51 pm

aok
I found out last night that my boyfriend of 10 Monthes has cancer.

He went to the dermatoligist and they said he has skin cancer on his back. They didn't catch it in time and it has started to spread. He goes in next week sometime for surgery and they are going to try and get it out.

I'm so scared.

He called me yesterday and said I love you and I said I love you too and he just hung up and turned his phone off. Immediatly I started freaking out. Finally he called me back but refused to talk about anything. Then we went to the mall and he told me about the cancer and he told me he tried killing himself by taking a bottle of asprin. Right before he took them he called to tell me he loved me so that my voice would be the last he would hear. Luckily, the apsrin didn't kill him. Just made him a little sick to his stomach. I'm surprised he didn't know that... I mean who hasn't tried ODing on asprin before right? I know I have.

I cut so deep last night.
I can still feel the sting.
I love it.

current mood: angry

("You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Saturday, December 18th, 2004
12:43 am

darklyartistic
Ok, well I was left a comment by the mod here? So I joined. Because from what I've seen so far, this place may have potential. But ok. To the point, then?

*Name? Veda
*Age? 16
*Specific Issue Thing? Eating Disorder as of now. Use to cut, but I almost resorted to it again a near day ago.
*Hobbies? Artist, Writer/Experimental Poet, Singer
*Favorites? Cream Soda, Marshmallows, Tofu, Tye Dye, Hemp, Safety Pins

Ok. I guess that's about all I need to put here. If anyone wants/needs to know anything else that I'm willing to freely express...just ask. If contacting me is a must, feel free to do so at any time. I'm always online. Because I make love to my computer. *snarl, snarl* Ok, I'm done. :{

AIM- Aiveeyu
Yahoo- x_purpledemon_x
E-mail- EreaSpirit@hotmail.com

("You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))

Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
11:44 pm

drailla
Alright.
As I stated in the userinfo, I am pregnant. Meaning that-I'm about to go eat to make this headache go away.

Welcome and please make this like your own journal. Just be respectful of everyone else.

If anyone has a suggestion/comment and for some reason doesn't want to post/comment it, go ahead and email me.
My email is on the info page.

~Drailla

(Got a random promotion on your journal and have no idea what this community is about? Go Here )
also, some posts on here are Friend Locked. This is perfect. Please try to do that, especially with more mature posts, that way I won't have to close the membership and screen everyone for proof of age.

(2 "Or was it the hand of fate, that seemed to fit just like a glove?" (Pink Floyd, One Slip) "You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer" (Silverchair, Ana's Song))


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